People only notice when a flower is blooming. They’ll notice its beauty, they’ll watch it for hours. They rarely notice/care when the flower is wilting, dying, decaying.

But the garderer knows. And he will mend it. And that is sufficient.

Questioning my faith.

You know what I miss? My old home-church. I miss the animation in the beginning that says, “We’re glad you’re here!” and I miss the vibrant hearts and tear-shedding worships. I think about attending the events and services. I think about wanting to sit in the back so I’m not recognized or approached by anyone. My biggest fear? Is being loved on in such a Godly way that it may bring me to tears. I’m afraid of being taken seriously when it comes to burdens and I’m afraid to let go of this makeshift empire I’ve built for myself called “denial” and “relying on myself”. Don’t get me wrong, I am rather content with how life is. I am so, so thankful how things have turned out. But I know I have been eternally changed and let me tell you, it has been at least two full years of me being away from God and on the odd occasion: trying to be closer. Two years. More than once, this question crosses my mind: is this worth it? I want to let go. I want to hold on tighter. Where am I supposed to be? How will I let this Amazing Love in?

u deserve a nice boy who texts u back and buys u tacos and doesn’t kiss other girls behind ur back and who makes u laugh and thinks ur funny

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hey friend

dont kill yourself tonight ok

you have a really pretty smile and i know its not always easy to manage one but itd be a bummer if we never had the chance to see it ever again

youre really important and you matter a lot so stay safe and try and have a nice sleep

I would like a moment to thank the people who reblog post like this so that it eventually shows on my dash.

It is keeping me alive

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remember there is a spider that can spin a web thick enough to stop a train, and scientists have figured out how to record our dreams so we can re watch them. u probably have a couple of mongolian war lord atoms in u and a hummingbird can recall every single flower it has visited. there is so much to know and find out if we keep on living. u can do it friends :)

"You deserve to be with somebody who will drive three hours, just to see you for one."

Guidelines For Finding Someone Worthwhile (via nonelikejesus)

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"Fall in love with someone who wants you, who waits for you. Who understands you even in the madness; someone who helps you, and guides you, someone who is your support, your hope. Fall in love with someone who talks with you after a fight. Fall in love with someone who misses you and wants to be with you. Do not fall in love only with a body or with a face; or with the idea of being in love."

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